Jared

Alright I really like Jared Leto right now. here's another video with him:



I don't know much French but Jared's awesomeness needs no translation :)

30S2M

I've recently discovered a new band called 30 Seocnds to Mars. It's what you'd call and "Emo" band. For those who are sheltered and unfamiliar with the term "Emo", it means overlly emotional and depressing. For example, if you get dumped by your boyfriend or girlfriend you would be considered Emo if you threaten to slit your wrists. It's basically overreacting to simple things. Other features of an emo person include: black eyeliner, shoulder length black hair partially covering the face, tight pants, the colors black, red, and white, . . . you get the idea. Anyways, 30 Seconds to Mars is one of those bands. It's lead singer Jared Leto is also an actor. I've heard the bands music now and seen a couple of their music videos. Althuogh I'm not a fan of the Emo movement, I did like the band and its music. They're also pretty funny. Here's an interview of them I got off Youtube:



Well I hope you liked it. I must admit, Jared Leto is pretty hot. Especially since I love blue eyes and his are amazing! Anyways, . . . must find other cool videos . . .

Bonjour

So what's new? I hate this font. That's new. Ummm . . . Anna Nicole Smith died last Thursday - that's new. Shw was having health problems then suddenly collapsed. She was 39 years old. I think she had some issues. It was probably the TrimSpa stuff that killed her. You can't lose that much weight and not have health problems. I don't really care about Anna Nicole, which sounds bad since she just died. But I never really liked her. She acted weird and she married an 81 year old guy so she could get his money when he died. Her Step-son was 65! She wasn't exactly someone to look up to or admire. I did feel sorry for her when her 20 year old son died suddenly. At this point though, I don't really miss her or care that she's gone. At least I'm not happy she's gone. Now if Paris Hilton died, then I'd be happy. Well, actually, I wouldn't really care either. I dislike Paris, but wishing her dead seems a bit harsh. I should only wish murderers and rapists dead. The real evil people out there that deserve death. Paris seems like Mr. Rogers compared to those people. Anyways, what else is new? Apparently not much. i've been watching a show called Snapped on the Oxygen Channel. I usually avoid that channel, but this show is very interesting. It's about women who murder their husbands and whether the homocides were justifiable. One woman killed her husband because after years of abusing her, he started threatening her life. Then he came at her with a gun. She ended up killing him and running out of her house crying. I think her homicide was justifiable. Then I saw a movie called A Time To Kill. It was very . . . I don't even know the word for it. I'd say it was good or great, but the movie is about a black man who kills his 10 year old daughters white rappists in the south. Great isn't exactly the right word for that sort of movie. Moving and disturbing or upsetting are closer words I'd use. It was . . . yah. It will sober you up, even though you're not drunk. The beggining starts with these two hick guys seeing the little girl and grabbing her and tying up her hands and feet. The rest is shot as though we're seeing what the little girl sees. She can see the faces of the men telling her they'll kill her if she screams and then getting on top of her. It was jarring. So the rest of the movie involves the rest of the hicks in the town dressing up as the Koo Klux Clan and terrozing everyone. I hate the South. I hate racism. It's amazing that in this day and age there are still ignorant a** ****s who would go out and purposely hurt a person just because they were black. And then others who would not punish the criminals because they attacked a black person, not a white person. It's bull and it's messed up. I have to go now. Oig. Watch the movie. You'll learn something, even if you already knew it.

First Attempt

Maybe this won't work . . . maybe it will . . . my first attemopt at putting a video from Youtube on Blogger:

Google and Blogger?

Is Google taking over the world? First Youtube now Blogger . . . I'm not that upset, it just through me off that now I have to have a Google address. I have to ;eave soon so I'll make this snappy. I have nothing to say really. I'm in a so-so place right now. Blah is the word of the day. Procrastinitis is my disease of the hour. I'm going to turn 19 in a couple of weeks. I'm not that excited. What can you do at 19 that you can't do at 18? It's not that big a deal. It's just one more step towards "adulthood". I wish my birthdays started going backwards. I wish I was turning 17 in a couple of weeks. Things were so much simpler then. I want to regress back to my childhood, but I know I never can. What mysteries does life still have in store for me? Love? I heard that's a joke. No ones getting married anymore. They're waiting until they're practically retired. Everyone just wants an easy fix. Someone they can date for a while until they get bored and move on. Fame? A random person walking along the street can be famous now if they have the right appeal and enough money. Fortune? Wealth, what does that mean? In twenty years we'll all be wealthy. Given enough time even the poorest person can have a home and a good job. I'm depressed right now. I shouldn't write when I'm depressed. But I'm not really depressed, I just am. I'm bored and I'm tired. I want something new. I want to start painting again. I want to paint things I can see that no one else can. I want to show people visions that I hold inside of me. Somethibng unique that only I can reveal. But I'm too busy to paint. i'm not to busy to type, but I'm too busy to paint.