Update April 27, 2011

Where we last left off, I had gone to Oakdale to visit my mom early April. It turned out to be rodeo weekend and I got to sit with Grandma and Margo at the Oakdale Saddle Club seating to view Cowboys getting bucked off bulls and broncos. No ghost occurences while staying there. Well, a little the first night while trying to initially go to leep, but then nothing after that.

Was Table Topics Master the other week. Yayz.

job search has been unsuccessful in terms of receptionist positions. about a month ago I took up making bookmarks as a hobby. Decided to sell some out of mom's tannng salon. Don't know how well that's gone yet. Then when I went to Affordable Treasures last week I found out they were hiring. I put in an application there, but haven't heard back yet. I really want to work there though since arts and cratfs is right up my alley and I know the store so well. Before that I had considered working at Jamba Juice. Then when i went into Affordable Treasures it felt like the universe was telling me I should work with art.

I think fate is bringing me back to my artistic senses. I know I am blessed with a gift. Maybe instead of waiting around for a job I won't enjoy just to make money I'm currently wasting time waiting around for, maybe I should just make copies of my art and sell it. My art is unique and I think it can sustain me. I think this is the path I'm being drawn towards and I feel like an idiot for doubting it and avoiding it for so long. Since getting this apartment, my art has flouished and my entire place is now marked with my own signature. I feel like I've made an imprint on every wall my art hangs on. It makes me feel like I was handed a cave and I carved figures in it's walls instinctually like a cavewoman. This is my space and it is beautiful now that I have made it my own.