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Day 3 without Zoloft. Ironically enough I seem to be functioning very well socially. Went out last night for a company party at an amzing Italian restaurant. If my blood sugar hadn't started getting low and my feet started hating me for wearing high heels - the night would hav been flawless.

We went to an Improv show after dinner. Very funny. A comedian called Sammy K.O. saw my sister during a break in the show and said tohis friend, "I can't believe they let kids into the show". The improv usually only lets people over 21 in, but Emily was ith our company so they let her soon-to-be 20 year age slide. She unfortunately looks 15. She is shorter and slimmer than most 20 year olds and has pink highlights in her hair. She looks as young as she does because the medication she was on for her ADD from age 7 to 18 had some adverse effects on her physical development including stunted growth. My sister has often been mistaken for my daughter at malls. She is 3 years younger than me.

Emily took the comment made by the commedian personally and started speaking defensively about always being called "a kid". It does suck that she is so often mistaken for someone younger than her actual age, but on the plus side when she is older it will begin to seem less and less like a disadvantage.

Today I wanted to get my medication, but things didn't work out. Tommorrow is day 4th without it. I'm getting anxious - and a little bit nauscious. I don't want something bad to happen.

In other news - I'm moving out at the begginging of March to an undertermined location as of now. I will also be turning 23 on Feb 27th. I also need to figure out what the heck a secretary's specific role is in Toastmasters because guess who officially heads that post now.